| Posted: Friday, March 18, 2016 @ 10:32 AM |
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As much as you don't want people to force people what you do not want to do,
That's how much I don't want you to change who I am.
Only you can change yourself, doing things you want.
Only I can change myself, doing things I want.
Period.
Labels: life
| Posted: Friday, August 28, 2015 @ 11:53 PM |
I guess blogging is no longer my thing. But I have the urge to write my thoughts though somewhere and obviously writing them on papers is no longer an option as I lost my diary. lol
Also talking about my thoughts out loud to people is something I don't do in life for two reasons. First, I'm not good at expressing my feelings/thoughts in words; second, they don't really care.
I wanted to talk about birthday.
It in was January and I planned out my birthday, of what I'd do on that day. No, I did not organize a party, just an adventure with my loved ones. In the morning, we went for hiking at Broga Hill, and had lunch at Korean restaurants, hi-tea at Dip 'n Dip later in the evening. No cakes, no party, no material gifts. We had a great time together although it wasn't how people would normally celebrate their birthday.
Birthday. It is something that people, we, expect the others to notice us, and we expect things from them. Like, being remembered, getting gifts, etc just to make ourselves happy and that, would lead to disappointment as things didn't turn out as you expect it to be. What people on twitter would usually says, expectations will lead to disappointments. As you grow up, the lesser people wish your birthday and the lesser the gifts or none at all.
As I grew up, I've realized, birthday is no longer having to receive gifts or being treated for dinners and all that. It's about sharing the best moments, have a good time with your loved ones. It's a special day that are meant to be shared with others. It may sound cliche, give people happiness, and you'll find happiness within. It's true, I must say that I had a great time with my loved ones with me, and get them to have a good time.
Lest you forget, a birthday is something you should celebrate yourself alone, you shall also celebrate your mother, she's the one in whole lot of pain just to let you out from her womb. She's the one that carried you, take care of you since you were few weeks in the womb until you're a grown up. I've never celebrate my mother though, I will next year. InshaAllah.
I don't know about others though but giving others reason to feel happy about really makes me happy. It's fun to make people happy. Don't you feel happy when the person you smiled at smile back at you? haha I do.
The reason I write this is because I always bump on to some posts on the social media about how sad/devastated some people are on their birthday and most of them are like 'nothing to do on my own birthday' 'it's the same as everyday.' 'nothing special'. Well make them special! Don't wait for people to make it special for you, make the special day of your own. It's your birthday, don't you think you should give something to yourself?
It is you who can make yourself happy. If you cannot make yourself happy, so are others. Find your own happiness. :)
Also talking about my thoughts out loud to people is something I don't do in life for two reasons. First, I'm not good at expressing my feelings/thoughts in words; second, they don't really care.
I wanted to talk about birthday.
It in was January and I planned out my birthday, of what I'd do on that day. No, I did not organize a party, just an adventure with my loved ones. In the morning, we went for hiking at Broga Hill, and had lunch at Korean restaurants, hi-tea at Dip 'n Dip later in the evening. No cakes, no party, no material gifts. We had a great time together although it wasn't how people would normally celebrate their birthday.
Birthday. It is something that people, we, expect the others to notice us, and we expect things from them. Like, being remembered, getting gifts, etc just to make ourselves happy and that, would lead to disappointment as things didn't turn out as you expect it to be. What people on twitter would usually says, expectations will lead to disappointments. As you grow up, the lesser people wish your birthday and the lesser the gifts or none at all.
As I grew up, I've realized, birthday is no longer having to receive gifts or being treated for dinners and all that. It's about sharing the best moments, have a good time with your loved ones. It's a special day that are meant to be shared with others. It may sound cliche, give people happiness, and you'll find happiness within. It's true, I must say that I had a great time with my loved ones with me, and get them to have a good time.
Lest you forget, a birthday is something you should celebrate yourself alone, you shall also celebrate your mother, she's the one in whole lot of pain just to let you out from her womb. She's the one that carried you, take care of you since you were few weeks in the womb until you're a grown up. I've never celebrate my mother though, I will next year. InshaAllah.
I don't know about others though but giving others reason to feel happy about really makes me happy. It's fun to make people happy. Don't you feel happy when the person you smiled at smile back at you? haha I do.
The reason I write this is because I always bump on to some posts on the social media about how sad/devastated some people are on their birthday and most of them are like 'nothing to do on my own birthday' 'it's the same as everyday.' 'nothing special'. Well make them special! Don't wait for people to make it special for you, make the special day of your own. It's your birthday, don't you think you should give something to yourself?
It is you who can make yourself happy. If you cannot make yourself happy, so are others. Find your own happiness. :)
Labels: life
| Posted: Thursday, January 22, 2015 @ 2:17 AM |
Guilt.
Is a mistake.
Is something you did.
Is something you feel.
Is something you cannot run from.
After committing it.
The torture of guilt.
Is when that person do not forgive you.
Is when you feel restless.
Is when you even dream of it in your sleep.
Is something you feel not right.
guilt
is
a
torment
| Posted: Sunday, July 6, 2014 @ 2:07 AM |
| Posted: Tuesday, June 24, 2014 @ 2:21 AM |
Last Sunday, I went for DGNA's 1st album showcase in Malaysia at 1Shamelin shopping mall. I decided to wear something new, somethig I've always wanted which was wear a sneaker wedges. lol
The sneaker wedges wasn't thaf nice in my opinion. My grandma bought it in London but then it was too big for her, as it was a littlw oversized for me too. But then, I could fit it.
I felt awkward wearing it but at the same time I felt comfortable too. I enjoyed wearing it and of course feel a little awkward. lol
| Posted: Wednesday, June 4, 2014 @ 11:55 PM |
Assalamualaikum.
It's June already.
It's his month and in few days, he'll be celebrating his 21st birthday.
I lost my note book.
I'm still unemployed.
I'm still looking for a job though
It's 25 days until Ramadhan,
Family driver. Paid with food, shelter, some pocket money.
Terrible lover.
Didn't know what else to write here.
A little blocked. Managed to overcome it though. Just a bit.
Still haven't changed.
Still the same me.
I want to travel so badly.
If I can, I want to work while traveling.
I don't know how to find that kind of job.
Been watching TLC, Asian Food Channel and DIVA channel so often these days.
My favourite shows are My Kitchen Rules, Cake Boss, Cupcake Girls and DC Cupcakes.
LOL
It's June already.
It's his month and in few days, he'll be celebrating his 21st birthday.
I lost my note book.
I'm still unemployed.
I'm still looking for a job though
It's 25 days until Ramadhan,
Family driver. Paid with food, shelter, some pocket money.
Terrible lover.
Didn't know what else to write here.
A little blocked. Managed to overcome it though. Just a bit.
Still haven't changed.
Still the same me.
I want to travel so badly.
If I can, I want to work while traveling.
I don't know how to find that kind of job.
Been watching TLC, Asian Food Channel and DIVA channel so often these days.
My favourite shows are My Kitchen Rules, Cake Boss, Cupcake Girls and DC Cupcakes.
LOL
| Posted: Sunday, May 11, 2014 @ 11:55 PM |
