Life was being quite hard on me. 

Piles of assignments need to be done.

Personal life.

Financial.

I'm also self-conflicted.

It's pretty tough to even handle myself.

Let alone others.

I feel tired sometimes.

I do had my own breakdown moments.

Where I cried my heart out.

Cried so loud.

On a bended knee.

On a sejadah.

I'm not even sure whether to talk about what's inside is necessary or not.

Sometimes I don't see the point of telling people about it.

But most of the time I do.

There are even times like where I don't even know what to feel.

Whether sad, depressed, angry or happy.

I can't tell what I really feel.

Oh my.

Here I am ranting.

Oh well,

Despite all this,

I'm still thankful.

Alhamdulillah. :)