Four months after the last post. Four bloody months. I've finished my last semester of diploma. I don't know whether or not I pass the exams. I hope I do! I can't bear another terms in Lendu. I need to move forward to a new place, for my Degree.

As of now, Im enjoying my holiday. Going to some places in Malaysia. I will start looking for part time jobs after my trip to Kuantan/Cherating later. I feel like I don't want to pursue my studies but then my whole family is agaisnt it. Even if I want to apply for Part-Time course. They were like, "no! You should continue your studies." "It'll be hard to be committed in that kind of studies." etc I think I should just continue then. 

On the other hand, I wanna talk about something else. 

Negative words. Sometimes negativeness (in terms of attitude, verbal or non-verbal) is essential part of life, to make us learn to be better, stronger but then do know that postiveness makes us keep moving. You don't have to keep telling someone how bad they are to make them realize that they should overcome it, to prove you wrong. Once or twice would suffice to inject the fuel in them, but if you keep on injecting them, what would they become? Someone who lives in their weakness.

Motivate them, keep giving them words of strength, encourage then to be better. Believe in them even though they dont even believe in themselves. Make them have some faith in themselves. It can build up the spirit inside them to be better. Change their mindset from 'I cant do it.' to 'I can do it.' 

Dont keep punching them down with discouragement that they can't do it. You don't even know what they're capable off. Don't look down on them. Lift them up!

I am a nobody to talk about negative and positive side of people but this is one of many ways to make people be better. At least for me to be better.